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Then

Then is past tense. What’s important is now and next.

It’s ok to dwell on the past, but only if you’re going to turn any regret or sadness into something positive. Everyone has things that have happened to them that anger them or upset them, but it’s what you do next that matters. I recommend revisiting sad memories, but only if you intend to stay a short while, and only if the revisiting ends with a resolution of doing better next time, or at the very least harnessing the negative energy and transforming it into something that can help you move forward. You can’t pretend that everything is alright, but you can certainly confront what went wrong and make plans to make things right again. It’s bad times that make the good times feel so good. So bad times are useful, as long as you retain some perspective, and plan to move on.

Who cares if you tried something and it failed. You tried. Many are too scared. Never be ashamed of your past, embrace it, because your history is something you should own and utilise to shape your future. You also can’t change what you did, or what others did or said or thought back then. Then is gone. Now is where it’s at and what matters, and what’s next will be your future “then”.

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Summary

Awesome.

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One and a bit

So I didn’t stick with the 4HB thing 100% today, but I did alright. Could not resist the lure of my favourite beverage: milk. Also had a bit of a snack before bed, but my defence is it’s 4am and it had been a long time since I’d last eaten, at dinner.

Today there was more of the same on the tech front: some WordPress freelance work and some CouchDB book reading. I’m a bit dismayed at this book, as I found several errors and typos. I expect more from an Oreilly title. I submitted one errata item, but could have done more. I think I agree with one review that suggests you can learn more about CouchDB from other sources like blogs. I might still finish the book anyway.

On a more positive note I had another fun day with Twitter, chatting with geeks and other interesting people, and I topped off the evening with a little BF3.

I was up early this morning, however I think a sleep-in might be appropriate tomorrow (today). I’m looking forward to more web dev tomorrow and more learning — and that’s a really cool feeling :)

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One

One day down, only a bajillion more to go. Still on the 4HB deal, all is good.

It only takes one day or one session of doing something to start a good habit.

Today was a nice lazy Sunday, but I managed to do a bit of freelance work which I’m happy about.

Still going with the CouchDB book, and I’m still enjoying it.

Tomorrow will be day two, but so far, so good.

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Determination

Bed early for the first time in a while. Sleep before 2am is early.

Back on the 4HB kick since midnight. No gaming tonight either. Giving in to the tiredness, which is better than fighting it.

I’m determined to change a few things. Not change as in hot to cold or chocolate from strawberry, just some slight changes to my trajectory in an upwards fashion. Here goes.

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Relax

I’m currently having nerdgasms over a technology called CouchDB. Its slogan is “relax” and I can’t stop reading this book about it. I’m also watching videos about it and stalking the experts via Twitter and IRC. So what, I’m a geek. And proud of it.

The main reason for getting so excited over a new technology is that I can see a lot of possibilities about its applications. Some web app ideas I’ve had floating about may be excellent use-cases, and it seems that while I still love WordPress and other tech, this CouchDB stuff is letting me get back in touch with my pre-WordPress developer self, as well as my pre-pre-developer self — the one that fell in love with the basic web technologies of HTML and JavaScript back in the “olden days” of teh Intarwebz.

At the moment I’ve got a few tabs open with videos I’ve yet to finish watching, and chapters I want to get back to reading, so I’ll leave it there. If you’re evenly slightly interested, check out CouchDB. Hopefully you’ll get excited as me and we can get our geek on together. Or you can just point and laugh. I’m fine with either.

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Forwards

Had a very productive day and night. Freelance work, exercise, reading, socializing, gaming, music. It’s late (or early) but I still remembered to post. I’m moving along at a steady pace, and the best part is I’m going forwards.

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Hug it out

We won at basketball tonight, and my knee is a bit more sore than it was last week. I thought it had been getting better, so perhaps I just went harder tonight.

I did my freelance thang today and got the client work done that I wanted to.

I read some more.

My computer (or more precisely my graphics card) stopped working this afternoon, but re-seating and pushing the card magically made it work again a few hours later.

I can’t think of what else I did… oh I did some washing today. How exciting.

It was a good day all-in-all, with some nice convos on Twitter and only a smidge of BF3 this evening.

I’m just too tired after basketball to write anything other than a summary of what I did and ramble. But it’s a good feeling to be tired at 1.30am because it means I’ll have a good sleep.

I made a comment today that people should snap out of it if they’re feeling down, and that it’s all about being positive etc. Someone got upset so I offered to hug it out. They didn’t want to so I guess they’re happy being depressed.

Remember, happiness is a state of mind. You’re in control of what you say and do. You can’t control others, just how you react. You might as well spend as much time as you can being happy. You can’t always be happy, but then there’s no point always being sad either. Use it as fuel if you need to.

The best thing to do though is to hug it out. Whether that’s metaphorically, virtually, or for real.

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Hey ho, let’s go!

Time management is probably not my strong suit.

I typically finish my freelance projects on time, but when it comes to my own projects or hobbies I tend to dedicate too much time to one or two at the expense of the others. It could be that the problem is I have my finger in too many pies. Mmm, pie. Still, because I don’t do the 9-to-5 grind and therefore don’t have to commute, there should be a few hours per day where I’m free to do other things than my work. Working for myself also means that I don’t always require an 8-hour slot to get done what office workers get done, because I don’t have the same amount of interruption.

In order to come up with a plan for managing my time, I thought that the easiest way would be to not only make a list of things I want to do, but just start doing them without necessarily giving them an order in which to do them or allocating a particular amount of time. I guess one loose rule that would work is to spend at least half an hour doing one thing before switching to another, and possibly put a cap on the maximum amount of time to spend in one session doing one particular thing before switching, perhaps 2 or 3 hours. I figure some activities will only need half an hour at a time, such as doing exercise or catching up on reading, whereas others will obviously need the 2 or 3 hour blocks, i.e. work. Still, doing bits and pieces of work, and intermingling them with non-work or hobby activities will probably also work.

The point is that I need to commit to doing all of these things every day. Not just say that on Wednesdays I do X and on Fridays I do Y. Do all of the things all of the days, and just vary the timing. This should mean that for each of the things I’m doing there’s less lag or refresh time to get back to where I was and focus, and I will also have enough variety in my day to feel that I’ve achieved quite a lot — as it’s this feeling of having days where I should have spent at least half an hour doing something I didn’t that has inspired me to write this post, and get back to writing each and every day.

I’ve got a fair amount of work to do tomorrow, but as long as I break it up into chunks and intersperse it with non-work activity that I want to get done, then I think it won’t even feel like work. If anything, it’ll feel like the work is just part of the process or the scenery which surrounds doing the non-work stuff. Not to say I don’t enjoy my work — I love it — but I also have a bunch of other things I enjoy that also need doing. So let’s get started.

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